Hi, My name is Melissa and I'm having a hard time finding my passion.  I call this blog Finding My Passion, because that is just what I am doing.  Are you having this issue?  More and more I hear ladies saying, who am I?  Well, on this journey, I'm trying to figure that out.  So, if you are interested to see my journey to find me, here is a little about myself....

I am a single mom of a 25 year old son.  I've been a single mom since he was 3 years old.  Yes, I've dated here and there....ok I've dated two guys..... but dating is scary.  I mean, you have to trust someone with your heart and that is not an easy thing to do.

My goal in creating this blog is finding things that I love to do and do them.  In some cases I might not even know I love to do them so pushing myself out of my box might be a challenge.  But something I need to do.  

I've really been thinking about this so here is a list of things that I love to do that might be my passion.  I will be going through this list and adding to the list.  I will be posting pictures and if I can figure it out maybe a video here and there.  

1.  Bible Journal - I LOVE to journal in my bible.  However, I find sitting on the couch watching Netflix.  Yes, I've already mastered the couch potato.  So, that doesn't make the list.  Here is a few pages I've done.



I have a hard time remembering scripture and where it is, but this has been a great way for me to get a visual on where scripture is and what it says.  It's also a great way to worship and pray because I'm totally focused on God.





2.  Pallet Art - I've done one, but I have two that I need to do.  I don't have a picture of the one I've done, so I'll share the one I'm doing.  It's really frustrating for me, but I love the end result.

3.  Pickin' - I love to go to "junk" stores and pick through their things and make new things out of them.  I love the big marque letters and got a GIANT "P" to go in the bathroom.  LOL  Not everyone gets it...P in the bathroom?

4.  Garden - Now that I am passionate about.  I planted my first garden three years ago and added to it this year.  I went from one raised bed to four.  This year I have butter lettuce, green peppers, Okra (purple and green), Cucumbers, yellow squash, zucchini, patty pan squash and because I am southern, tomatoes.

This was a couple of weeks ago, so just imagine this fully filled in. This is my first year doing lettuce and I haven't tried it yet.  I can't wait to pick some of that goodness.  I have squash and zucchini and I plan on cooking up tonight.  YUM!

So, as you can see this is something that I love.  I enjoy to get in the dirt and work it with my hands.  I love to pick the weeds out of it and see it grow.  It's a great payoff for the work done.

I also love to plant flowers and weed my flower beds.  Yes, I'm just weird that way.  But again, anytime you get your hands in the dirt pull weeds and plant flowers and see the beauty left behind, well, you just have to feel good about it.  

This is one of my flower beds that surrounded my pear tree.  A storm last spring took it out and I was NOT happy.  So, I tried to turn it into a fairy house which didn't work, so I have a outdoor chandler on the stump until I can figure that out.  I believe that I'm going to drill the inside of the stump out and fill it with dirt and plant some flowers in it.  Hmmmmm, just a thought.

5.  Bible Study - I am in an amazing women's group on Wednesday nights.  We will be starting the book of Ruth this week.  I love Ruth and Naomi's story.  I have been asked to start a breakoff group because we have so many ladies and started writing a bible study from John.  Digging into the word and finding the Hebrew words and the real meanings is something that I enjoy. So, that is an area to explore more.

6.  Travel - I would love nothing more than to live in a camper and travel the US.  My sister and I went to Colorado, Wyoming, Montana, North Dakota, South Dakota and Idaho last summer.  Glacier National Park, Yellowstone, Estes Park, Little Big Horn, Mt. Rushmore are among the many places we visited and I loved.  I want to go back and hike the area and stay there for a while.  Two years ago, my sister and I went to Dominican Republic.  I was amazing.  The water was such a beautiful clear blue.  The people were beautiful.  I'd go back in a minute.  Of course, I have a job that requires me to actually come to work, so this will be a harder thing to do.

 These are just a few of the pictures from out trip through the wild wild west.

Since I remember, I've always wanted to visit Old Faithful.  That is one check off the bucket list.  It was so special to sit in the bright sun and watch what many have seen for years and years.

7.  Cooking/baking - I love the Food Network.  Because it's only me at home, I don't cook big meals.  This is something that I need to change.  Even though it's just me at home, I have to start cooking for myself and treating myself with respect.  I deserve that right?

Loaded biscuits and the Pioneer Woman's Mac & Cheese.  My son is a vegetarian, so I'm working on some good veggies dishes too.

I thought about cooking through the Martha Stewart Cooking School cookbook and then the Pioneer Woman came out with A Year of Holidays and thought that would be a good one too.  Hmmmm, decisions decisions.

As you can see I love lots of things, but I still feel lost in who I am and what I like.  Maybe I should have called this blog Couch to Life. LOL  So, here I go on this journey.  I hope you like the variety here and maybe sooner or later I'll find that one thing that really rings my bell.